Now put yourself at ease... I do exactly as I please!

please??

Mon, 11 Aug 2008 17:55:27 GMT

someone wanna link me or make me a pretty pretty NIN/Trent wallpaper?

I'd prefer if someone would make me one. lol.
I know that I have some really talented girls here on my f-list.
please?

countdown... last part ;)

Fri, 08 Aug 2008 17:48:19 GMT

Okay, got all my packing done, well almost, a bit of the computer stuff still needs to be packed, but that's it. Didn't take me long once I started. LOL.

So tomorrow is the day. Finally... kinda.

I still don't really feel that I will be moving to another country and to a nice big city instead of a small town in the middle of nowhere.

I am not even that excited at the moment. Guess that will all set in tomorrow morning at the airport, don't know.

Aunt is coming along, since my mother does not know how well she'll be with the driving and all. We'll have a nice breakfast together and then I will be away. Wow...

I have no idea how it'll be with my net situation and when I'll have time to come online and for how long, but I am missing my RP's already. *sniffs* One especially ;)

Where the Lines begin to Blur - 13

Mon, 04 Aug 2008 18:47:23 GMT

Title: Where the Lines begin to Blur
Part: 13/?
Chapter Links: Links to all the Chapters
Author: tia_maria_616 & sweetchild85

Pairing: Ville/Bam
Rating: PG - NC-17, depending on the chapter

Summary: A troublemaker and a teacher with a past meet outside of lessons for some private tutoring, but it soon becomes apparent that their subject is changing from maths to chemistry. How long can their learning last before the experiment bubbles over and someone gets burnt?

Disclaimer: Persons are a law unto themselves and sadly we cannot claim ownership rights.
Warning: Age-difference, teacher/student - relationship
A/N: This was basically started as an RP and just edited now to post it up as a story to share the fun with you. So hold on to your hats and fasten your seat-belts, this is just the beginning.

Hope you all enjoyed it so far and a big thank you to all of you who leave comments here and there. It's really good to know that you enjoy reading our little RP ;)

Ville was hurrying to get to school, almost on the verge of being late. He had somehow managed to not hear his alarm going off and was glad he woke up just in time to get to school. As he was on the way to his classroom, he bumped into another person walking down the corridor and quickly muttered an apology.

Bam grumbled loudly as someone knocked his phone straight out of his hands, sending it skidding along the floor. "Why can't you jus-" He broke off his words as he finally realised who had bumped into him, looking a little ruffled, but still very much his hot maths teacher.

Hearing the other guy cursing, Ville noticed who he ran into. "I'm sorry, Ba... Brandon. I was lost in thoughts and... late." He laughed a bit and ran a hand through his hair.

"Yeah well," Bam shrugged a little, trying to keep his eyes on his phone as people walked past it, "Soon I'm gonna lose something too." He dodged a group of girls quickly, hurrying to his phone and checking it was still working from the drop.

Ville nodded a bit and watched Bam getting his phone again, "Well, I'll see you in class." He said and started to walk into the direction of his room again.

"Bye..." Bam returned, hearing Ville's voice as he walked away but not responding until it was perhaps a little too late. He felt bad, but then Ville did knock into him and he had to be in lessons already.

Ville managed to get to his first class and eventually end it, knowing he had one lesson of free time after that, he decided to spend that time outside of the building so he could have a cigarette or two without anyone giving him weird looks.

Watching the maths teacher walk out of the building, Bam had to admit he was curious as to what Ville was up to. Bam was sitting in his free study room but he didn't really need to be there, and after all, he was going to get some maths help he'd decided, grabbing his bag and stalking after Ville.

Ville walked slightly to the side of the school building, not really wanting to be annoyed by some of the students that were hanging around outside and not planning on checking if they should be in any classes at that moment. Patting his pockets he found his pack of cigarettes and lit one, inhaling deeply.

Spotting Ville trying to hide after a little bit of searching, Bam stood a small way away from the teacher, just watching him smoke for a bit as he wondered whether to wait for Ville to notice him, or whether to go up to him and maybe say sorry for running away at his brother's house, but most probably not.

After a short while, Ville noticed Bam watching him and he gestured for him to come closer. "Shouldn't you be in class?" He asked with a raised eyebrow.

Bam walked over, smiling a little as he looked over the teacher, "It's study, I don't have to be there." He shrugged, "And anyway, I'm with a teacher." He said, tilting his head slightly to the side.

"But probably not with one that's good for you." Ville sighed and had another drag of his cigarette, the afternoon at Jess' place had been making him re-think some things again.

"No teacher is good for you; they're all a bit crazy." He shook his head, playing a little with the short chain on his jeans, not quite sure what to say to Ville after their last meeting.

"I know," Ville sighed, not having a reason to deny that. "But what we're doing is so wrong and your brother almost found out. I just hope he doesn't put two and two together."

"My brother? Why did you talk to him about that?" Bam frowned, after all Ville had said to him to not tell anyone so often, he'd in fact been practically doing it himself?

"I didn't tell him anything Bam, but we were talking a bit about you and... stuff." Ville looked around to make sure no one was too close to them to hear what they were talking about.

Bam didn't know what to say as he stood there frowning up at Ville, perhaps he should have stayed with them instead of leaving, it seemed. "You were talking about me? Well, 'course you were, Jess was talking enough about me when I was there."

"We weren't talking that much about you... it's just that he was talking about people with crushes, school boy crushes and stuff like that." Ville sighed, running a hand through his hair and trying to sort out his thoughts.

"Stuff like that?" Bam raised an eyebrow, folding his arms over his chest as he looked out over the empty school field. He had been so careful to not say anything when he had arrived at his brother's that afternoon, and what for?

"Don't gimme that look, Bam. Jess does not know a single thing, he might suggest something, but only that I might have something with a student, but not who with... he doesn't even know which gender." Ville took a deep breath and rubbed at his eyes.

Bam felt himself soften a little bit, but he still wasn't feeling right, he'd been so annoyed as he left on Saturday and then dropping his new mobile on the floor hadn't done much to cheer him up either.

"I'm at least glad that I know he's your brother now... I don't know what would have happened if I started to really tell him something without knowing you two are related." Ville hated the whole situation, he didn't like to hide and he didn't like to have nobody to talk to about the whole thing.

Bam made a half-agreeing sound but didn't actually say anything. Looking at Ville he just wanted to melt against him, and hopefully taste his lips again, but then he was just feeling so weird about everything that he also wanted to run back into his class.

Ville looked around the school area once more, really not wanting anyone to listen to them. "This is so wrong and we really should end it, but the only thing I really want to do is pull you close and kiss you."

Not expecting Ville to say something like that, Bam made a humiliating little moan in his throat, stepping a little closer to the teacher and trying to not too obviously stare at his body. Especially since he knew just what lVille looked like underneath all of the clothes.

Ville reached out with one hand and let it quickly but gently run over Bam's cheek, he just didn't want to be seen doing it. "I really should try to find another job." He muttered, but more to himself than for Bam to hear.

Bam caught Ville say something about his job, and thought over what Jess had said about needing a new job, but he wasn't exactly in the position to go around telling Ville what to do. "Ville," He started, eyes travelling over the other's face, "Is your classroom empty?"

Ville closed his eyes for a moment and slowly nodded. "At least it should be empty," He said and then looked back at Bam again. "Do you... want to go there?" He asked, kinda hitting himself mentally that he didn't think of it himself.

"The question I woulda thought is, don't you want to go there?" Bam smirked, stepping even closer to Ville so that their feet were almost touching and he had to tilt his head a bit to look into Ville's eyes.

"I don't want to go there... and I am wondering why you want to go there since it's a classroom and you seem to not like them that much, but this time... I think I know your reason for wanting be there and it’s the same as mine." Ville nodded and just had to reach out to touch Bam again, this time just resting his hand on his shoulder.

"Then let's be there already!" Bam poked Ville in the chest as he stepped back, already walking backwards towards the main doors to go in.

"I'm on my way." Ville laughed softly as he watched Bam, trying not to smile too much at that moment, but just thinking of having the chance to kiss Bam again was too good.

"Be on your way faster." Bam smirked, turning the right way around and stalking off in the direction of Ville's classroom. It seemed that all the time they were alone, their problems weren't as pressing and he was already feeling happy, or maybe just horny.

Ville shook his head a bit and decided to let Bam walk off even a bit faster, knowing it was better than being seen together too often. He didn't want to get questioning looks from other teachers or students.

Bam didn't bother hanging around for Ville, he just carried on down the corridor. At least, he thought, he could find a way to entertain himself in there. The thought made him smirk as he opened the classroom door, satisfied that it was empty and heading down the back of the room where it was hard to be seen from either the door or window.

Ville slowly made his way to the classroom, checking the time on the way he noticed that they would have still around an hour left before the next class started.

Sitting himself on one of the desks and putting his feet on a chair, Bam let out a sigh as he waited for Ville. He had obviously decided not to hurry, but Bam could deal with that.

Smirking a little to himself, he undid the main button of his pants, just so he had enough room to slide his hand down, and started coaxing himself as he thought over what they could do when Ville got there.

Getting to his room now, Ville thought he'd find Bam waiting impatiently by the door, but as he looked into the classroom he at first didn't see him at all, but as he saw him his jaw dropped a bit and he just stared at the other, watching his hand move in his pants.

His head falling backward slightly, Bam shifted so he could lean one hand back onto the desk and prop himself up, focusing more on the movement of his other hand than anything else as his lips parted to breathe a little harder.

Ville closed the door behind him and locked it as a moan escaped his lips from just watching Bam. It looked so hot to see him lost in self pleasure, that he couldn't do much more than stare at him and walk a little bit closer.

"I told you," Bam panted slightly, "Too slow." He shook his head, watching Ville through partly hooded eyes and he stroked himself a little harder, feeling rather dirty to be doing that on a school desk.

Ville licked his lips and stopped as he was standing right in front of Bam, looking down at him. "Do you know how hot and... fuckable you look on that school desk?" He asked.

"S'that a suggestion?" Bam grinned before biting his lip, trying to hold in the moans coming from his mouth as he looked at the teacher, remembering the night they'd shared a few days before.

"Do you want it to be a suggestion?" Ville countered and ran one hand down his own chest, resting it on the waistband of his pants, his eyes never leaving Bam's body.

"No, a request." He said simply, struggling to watch Ville and not let his eyes shut as he grasped harder around himself, trying to stop getting too excited already.

"Maybe you should lose some clothes then." Ville said with a smirk, pushing all the wrong thoughts about the situation away. "I can't do you through your pants." He laughed and started to undo his own.

"You locked the door, yeah?" Bam had to check, grinning as he sat up a bit to undo the zip of his pants, wiggling them down his thighs along with his boxers, then leaning back on his elbows on the table and carrying on stroking himself, not seeing why he should stop yet.

"Yeah, I did... I don't want to risk having someone walk in on us." Ville laughed and shook his head a bit, just pulling his pants down enough along with his boxers to get his cock out.

"Are you coming over here, or what?" Bam tried not to whine, forcing himself to stop stroking before there was no point in Ville fucking him at all.

"And I thought you'd give me a show," Ville winked and walked the last few feet closer to Bam. "But I know you'd rather just sit there and get fucked." He chuckled and ran his hand down Bam's chest as he leaned in closer to finally kiss him.

"Too right," Bam grinned, looking up as he spread his legs as much as possible when his pants were still half on. He couldn't explain what had got into him, he usually wasn't that... easy, but with Ville, Bam lost all sense of his control, he guessed.

"You lazy thing," Ville said and shook his head as he moved his hands even lower on Bam's body, but avoiding touching his length. "Just leaning back and letting others do the work." He laughed and then leaned in to nip on Bam's neck.

"You saying you don't want it too?" Bam raised an eyebrow but then dropped his head to the side as Ville went there, swallowing hard but grinning. He was in such a strange mood, sort of hyper, but not and incredibly horny.

Ville tugged a bit at the skin on Bam's neck with his teeth before letting go to look at him, "Never said that, did I?" He asked, but wasn't waiting for an answer.
"You should know that I want it too, otherwise I wouldn't be half naked with you in my classroom right now." With that he reached a hand up and traced Bam's lips with two fingers.

Licking Ville's fingers, Bam reached down to palm Ville, not holding at all but rubbing slightly. Biting at the fingers for a moment, he then took them between his lips, sucking lightly on the tips and staring up at the teacher. How much of a fantasy of his would it be, to be with Ville like that in a classroom, on one of the desks he sat at?

Closing his eyes for just a moment as Bam sucked on his fingers, Ville let out a moan and pushed just a bit closer against the other. After another moment, he pulled his hand back and moved it between Bam's legs to rub over his entrance before slowly pushing in with one finger, not wanting to hurt the younger. He would have used lube, but he usually didn't carry it around in school, so spit would have to do.

As Ville's finger entered him, Bam nearly had second doubts, it didn't feel as easy as the last time at all and there wasn't any alcohol numbing his brain either. Regardless, Bam didn't say anything as he shut his eyes, not wanting to stop and he was used to pain, didn't mind it that much. Feeling Ville's finger properly, without as much easing them was a nice feeling in a way, that Bam reached out for Ville's shoulders, trying to show he was okay, just needed time.

Keeping his eyes on Bam as Ville moved his finger a bit more, he wanted to make sure that he was okay and if he wasn't, he'd probably see it on his face. He knew that every time they were together they did even more wrong things, but stopping it was out of the question. Pulling his finger almost all the way out, he then pushed in with two, leaning in to kiss Bam gently to distract him a bit from what he was doing.

Kissing Ville back, Bam still couldn't help the squeak that came out of him, flushing slightly as he heard himself do it. He hadn't exactly done things like that often, it was still something he wasn't sure of his own speed and ability to relax in, but he wouldn't tell Ville to stop. It felt uncomfortable as it didn't feel that nice, but Bam knew it would be good in the end, the sooner the better.

Hearing the squeak, Ville stopped moving his fingers for a moment and looked up at Bam. "You okay?" He asked, not using too many words since he was trying to hold back and not rush Bam too much. He was used to it, but he knew that Bam still hadn't got as much experience and he didn't want to push him too much. "I can..." Stop? No, he probably couldn't, at least not easily, but if Bam asked him to stop he would.

"Yeah," Bam managed, voice a bit strained, "Can you just, just do it?" He asked, wanting just to get the bad part out of the way as soon as possible. Wiggling his legs a bit more, he tried to get his pants further down, but with his shoes on they wouldn't come off and he debated on turning around maybe.

"Patience, Bam." Ville said, pushing Bam to lay back on the desk with one hand on his chest. "Don't wanna hurt you." He moved his fingers in and out of Bam a bit more and then pulled them out to spit in his hand, wrapping it around himself then and stroking a bit. He hoped it wouldn't be too bad, but they hadn't got any lube or condoms.

With Ville's last few movements, he was adjusting slightly that it didn't feel as weird, but still he was more comfortable when Ville took them out. Letting his back rest against the desk, he was watching Ville, knowing what they would do next would most likely hurt for a while, but he wanted it too much to back out. "Come on," He whispered, more to himself than Ville, but with the same intentions.

Ville leaned down slightly to place a kiss on one of Bam's thighs as he moved between them to get into position. "Just... relax." He whispered, knowing these words wouldn't mostly likely help, but he said it at least before he slowly pushed into the other's body, holding back a moan.

Bam laughed a little breathlessly as he watched Ville and was told to relax, biting his lip hard and grasping at the desk while Ville moved into him. It was a lot harder without the lube, but in a way he liked it, would like it more when it didn't hurt as much. His eyes wouldn't stay open as he tried to relax, clenching around Ville slightly before he dropped his head down onto the desk.

As Ville was all the way inside of Bam, he placed a hand on Bam's stomach and stroked him softly, trying to relax him more and give him enough time to adjust. It was hard not to move, but he knew he had to wait for Bam, because even if he wasn't going to admit it, Ville knew that there was some pain involved. "When you're ready..."

Bam took another deep breath, focussing on what he knew was to come as he reached out for Ville's waist, "Go on... please." Pain he could work through, and he didn't want to look soft in Ville's eyes. Letting go with one hand, Bam reached down to grasp himself, stroking a bit to distract himself from feeling uncomfortable until Ville moved.

Nodding a bit, Ville wrapped his hand around Bam's to help him stroking himself as he slowly pulled his hips back and thrust back into Bam's body, still moving slowly and not too fast. For the moment he forgot where they were and how much time they had... or rather didn't have. For that moment it was just Bam and him, and he liked it that way.

With the desk cool on his back, Bam arched up from their combined grip, eyes widening as Ville thrust into him again, really feeling him and not in a totally bad way. "Oh, god..." He moaned, not sure whether he was meaning it as a good thing or not. Still looking at Ville, Bam gripped a little harder, making himself get used to what they were doing.

Ville leaned down and placed some kisses on Bam, still wanting to let things happen slowly and not too rushed. "You feel so... good, Bam." He whispered against his skin, licking a bit over it before biting on one spot. His hips started to move faster as he got more turned on from what they were doing, barely managing to hold back anymore.

Finally Bam was adjusting as Ville moved more, the feelings started to feel better and he tilted his hips from the desk slightly, crying out as Ville brushed against that place that turned Bam into a mumbling idiot, his hands both now grasping at Ville's sides and the bite only adding to his loss of breath.

"Shhh... not too loud." Ville warned, they couldn't risk anyone hearing them and wanting to get into the room. "Keep quiet." He said and moaned then, slowly starting to pant as he moved his hips a bit faster. It sucked that they couldn't be as loud as they wanted to be, but that was only a small thing that they could deal with.

As Ville spoke, Bam bit the inside of his mouth, just making soft noises while he tried to shut himself up. But as he raised up from the desk in time with Ville, his prostate was constantly sending little waves around his body. Squeezing his eyes shut, Bam was close to exploding, the reminder that they were in school and his skin sticking slightly to the desk was doing so many different things to his brain.

Starting to stroke Bam in time with his hips' movements, Ville's pants got heavier and he knew he wouldn't make it that long anymore, the whole situation adding to it all. "Fuck... Bam." He breathed out and bit his own bottom lip to not cry out at the pleasure he felt shooting through his body.

Bam's body started to shake as he clenched around Ville again, whimpering the teacher's name before he came hard, burying his face in his own arm to stop any noises that shouldn't be heard from coming out. He could feel strands of hair sticking to his forehead, but for the moment he was lost in breathing through his high.

Feeling Bam clenching down around him and coming, Ville didn't need more than two thrusts and came inside the other, muttering some curses under his breath. Taking a moment to come down from the feeling again, he caught his breath and leaned in to kiss Bam gently, not moving out of him just yet.

Bam still had his eyes shut as Ville kissed him, returning the kiss with a now lazy pressure, he couldn't believe they'd actually done that in school now that he wasn't feeling so crazy anymore.
Wrapping his arms around Ville, Bam didn't want him to move away, not really knowing how long they had left before they should be acting like student and teacher again, but trying not to care for the moment.

After a few more lazy kisses, Ville finally found the strength to move. He stood, slipping out of Bam and stretching a bit. "Did we really just... have sex here?" He asked, shaking his head as he tried to think of something he could use to clean up a bit. They broke more and more taboos and it seemed as if neither of them cared right when it happened.

Bam laughed, opening his eyes to look up at Ville as he pushed himself onto his elbows. "Yeah, yeah we did." He grinned, not exactly looking ashamed. Raising his hips for a moment, he wiggled his boxers and pants back up but not the full way, hoping they could find something other than their clothes to tidy up. That or he was gonna have to run to the bathroom.

Thinking about what he had in his classroom that could be used to clean up, Ville came up with nothing and groaned quietly. "This is gross," He said and pulled his boxers and pants up, adjusting his shirt to look as if he hadn't just fucked in his classroom. "We should have thought of that a bit earlier." He laughed, amused by this situation now.

Bam nodded, looking down at himself and making a face. "I'm gonna go to the bathroom, hope it's empty or something." He decided, knowing he couldn't sit in lessons or anything as he was. Pulling his boxers up, Bam couldn't help but think they should try to control themselves a bit outside of Ville's apartment, but he knew it wouldn't realistically work.

"Sounds like a good plan and I know I should do the same, but different bathroom. Temptation to do something silly is too big." Ville said, making it sound like a joke, but really it wasn't. "So uhm... guess... we have to separate now again, huh?"

Sliding from the desk, Bam pulled his pants up too and did them up, already moving a little towards the door since he felt really uncomfortable. "Jesus," He moaned a little, perhaps going without lube really hadn't been that great an idea, but he wouldn't regret it after how good it had all felt. "Yeah, but I want the closest bathroom."

Ville laughed and nodded. "Yeah, sure you get the closest, because I'll take the teachers bathroom. That's much cleaner." He chuckled and decided to let Bam go out first and wait a bit, to not make it look too suspicious.

"Fucker," Bam tutted, walking up to Ville to pull him down slightly for a hard kiss before he let go and headed for the door, his movements a little odd as he adjusted to the feeling. "You're not coming near my ass for a while." He warned, jokingly but really not joking, making sure he wasn't speaking too loud in case there was a lesson going on next door or something.

"That's the good thing about being a teacher." Ville smirked and kissed back, moaning a bit at the force that was behind it. "I won't... even though it's really tempting." He laughed, but knew how Bam must feel, so he would hold himself back. "Now go, before the other lessons are over and we have students and teachers running around everywhere again."

"Sure, thanks for the maths help, Mr. Valo." Bam winked as he turned back to Ville at the door, undoing the lock and stepping through the doorway, trying not to walk as though he had a pole stuck up his ass, but it was hard going.

"Always, Brandon, always." Ville smirked and gave Bam a little wave. "See you around." He added then and waited for the other to leave before leaving himself just a few minutes later; really hoping that no one had listened to them.

Where the Lines begin to Blur - 12 Flashback

Fri, 01 Aug 2008 16:50:18 GMT

Title: Where the Lines begin to Blur
Part: 12/?
Chapter Links: Links to all the Chapters
Author: sweetchild85 & snowisgreat

Pairing: Ville/Jess
Rating: PG - NC-17, depending on the chapter

Summary: A troublemaker and a teacher with a past meet outside of lessons for some private tutoring, but it soon becomes apparent that their subject is changing from maths to chemistry. How long can their learning last before the experiment bubbles over and someone gets burnt?

Disclaimer: Persons are a law unto themselves and sadly we cannot claim ownership rights.
Warning: Age-difference, teacher/student - relationship
A/N: This was basically started as an RP and just edited now to post it up as a story to share the fun with you. So hold on to your hats and fasten your seat-belts, this is just the beginning.

Hope you enjoyed it so far and that you'll still keep up with our little RP.

"Hurry up; you don't want to keep me waiting." Ville chuckled as he walked over to the bedroom. Not finding anything that interesting he laid down on the bed, upper body supported by his arms which were on the bed behind him. "I hope you haven't started without me." He gestured with his head to the bottle and moved his legs a bit.

Jess walked into the bedroom and grinned at Ville's words. He held up the almost full bottle "What? You afraid this isn't gonna be enough? Remember, I don't want you so drunk that you can’t perform." He winked and stopped and leaned his side against the clothes closet opposite the bed, taking in the sight before him. "Why don't you take off that shirt, huh? Seems to me you're wearing much too much for bedtime." He asked as he unscrewed the bottle cap again and took another sip, never taking his eyes off of Ville.

Ville looked over at Jess with a smirk on his lips. "Don't you worry about me, I haven't had that much alcohol so far, but I was talking about you." He just had to say something back and he shifted his weight a bit to reach out with one arm, curling his finger and beckoning Jess closer. "Maybe I'd like you to help me with my shirt. I like to feel your hands moving over my body."

"Well, when you ask so nicely there's no way I can possibly say no." He smiled and walked the few steps to the bed and handed Ville the bottle. "Here you go, your price." He added as he crawled onto the bed and positioned himself over Ville, straddling his thighs. He slipped his hands under the shirt and slid them up his stomach, making the shirt follow. "Well well, what do we have here..." He mumbled when the shirt slipped up and revealed several tattoos. "Nice ink... This one -" He dipped his head down and licked the tattoo on his pelvis "- looks particularly interesting." He grinned before tugging on the shirt and waiting for Ville to either lie down or sit up more so he could pull it off completely.

Ville took the bottle from Jess with a grin on his lips and a large gulp from it, moving just a bit back so he could rest his upper body on the cushions. "How did I know you'd do that?" He moaned softly as Jess licked the tattoo on his lower belly. Yes, he did get that tattoo to get his partners’ attention to that certain place on his body. He then leaned up a bit to let Jess pull his shirt off and then wrapped his arms around his back to pull him in for another kiss.

Jess let Ville pull him down and he mumbled against his lips "Because it's too inviting not to do that?" He licked over Ville's bottom lip with the tip of his tongue before he took it between his teeth and tugged it slightly, then released it and pressed his lips to Ville's in a proper kiss, tasting the vodka. He let his hands slide down Ville's sides and grabbed his hands, intertwining their fingers and bringing Ville’s arms up over his head on the bed.

Ville groaned and let Jess move his hands like he wanted to, not protesting much. "Don't want me to touch you or do you just like to be in control? Or maybe both?" He asked with a smirk on his lips, bucking his hips up off the bed, trying to get in contact with Jess'.

Jess grinned down at Ville. "Oh I do want you to touch me but for now I'm gonna do a little exploring of this hot body underneath me." He brought his lips to Ville's jaw and started kissing and nibbling his way down to his ear, quickly swiping over the earlobe with the tongue and put his lips against the pulse point. "Oh, and yes I do." He breathed into Ville's ear with a smirk, leaving it to him to figure out what he said yes to.

"Don't take too much time exploring or I might just fall asleep." Ville joked. Moaning out softly as he felt Jess teeth and tongue against his skin. "I know you want to get more out of this than a few drunken kisses." He chuckled softly and brought a leg up to run his foot down over one of Jess's legs. If he couldn't use his hands, he had to use other body parts to touch the other one.

"Yeah, more than kisses would not be bad..." Jess mumbled as he continued licking and kissing over Ville's neck, groaning a little at the feel of his foot on his leg and he ground a little harder against Ville's crotch. He took his hands from above Ville's head and slid them over his stomach, making sure to only just brush his nipples.

"I knew it." Ville tilted his head a bit to the side to give Jess easier access to his neck. "Now you're teasing." He said, wording it as a complaint, but to be honest he wasn't complaining about it at all. Having his hands free to use again Ville had them back on Jess' body, running down over his back with his nails and resting right on his ass, squeezing him.

Making his way from the neck to Ville's chest, he dipped down and took a nipple between his teeth, biting down a little harder when he felt hands and nails on his back again, something he liked a whole lot and he was glad Ville had found out already. "Someone can't keep his hands to himself, huh?" He asked in fake accusation. "Better put them to good use then," he added and shifted to the other nipple, flicking his tongue over it.

Giving Jess' ass another squeeze Ville pulled his hands back then with a moan. "Yeah, I need to touch others or alcohol all the time." He said with a laugh and reached for the bottle of vodka, having a sip of it and then holding it out for Jess. "Want some more of it?" He asked and as Jess moved just a bit away from him he spilled some on purpose over his chest with a smirk. "I know you want some more."

"Oops.... what a mess you've made here, huh? Guess I better clean that up." He winked and bent down and started licking the vodka from Ville's chest and sides where it ran down and into the bedding, keeping his eyes on Ville's face meanwhile. Jess thought to himself how much he actually liked the mixed taste of the vodka and the slight saltiness of Ville's skin, and suddenly remembered that he hadn't showered after the show.

"I am just... a messy person." Ville moaned and arched his back off the bed as Jess licked off the vodka. He had another large sip of the bottle and put it on the nightstand again, not wanting to have it totally out of reach. Licking over his lips he ran his hands once again down Jess' back and to his hips, moving them to the front to try getting Jess' pants undone, but it was easier said then done.

Feeling Ville’s hands at the front of his pants, Jess lifted himself a little to give him better access to open the belt buckle, and he leaned up and gave Ville another deep kiss, sucking on his tongue.

After a moment Ville finally got the belt buckle undone and started at the buttons and the zipper, he knew he should probably stop drinking if he wanted things to work, but he liked the taste too much, especially when he could taste it on the others tongue as they kissed again.

Panting Jess pulled away from the kiss. "Wow.... you sure know how to kiss." He said as he tried to regain his breath, wiggling his hips a little to help Ville get his pants off now that they had been undone. Hooking an arm around Ville’s shoulder, Jess rolled over on the bed so that he was now lying under Ville and lifted his hips so his pants could be pulled off.

"I did it often enough." Ville winked and tugged on Jess's pants, getting him out of them and then straddling his hips. "So now I have the chance to explore your body and tease you..." he smiled and shook his head a bit to get his hair out of his face, running his hands down Jess' chest. "Hmmm, what should we do with you?" He asked and leaned down then to nibble on one collarbone.

Jess lay back on the bed and folded his hands behind his head, very interested in finding out what tricks Ville might have up his sleeve and just letting his eyes take in the man straddling him. "Yes, I'm sure you did," He smirked. "And the practice paid off...” He trailed off and closed his eyes under Ville's touch, blindly grabbing for the bottle on the nightstand.

"That is good to know." Ville chuckled and licked down Jess' chest after letting go of his collarbone. He then shifted a bit and ran his tongue over a nipple and biting in it, wanting to do it gently, but he accidentally bit harder.

Finding the bottle on the nightstand, Jess curled his fingers around it when Ville bit his nipple, making Jess arch his back with a moan and accidentally lose the grip of the bottle and tipped it over, spilling into the bed. "Fuck!" he yelped and quickly sat up, almost throwing Ville off in the process but still managing to knock their heads together, causing another "Fuck!"

Ville kinda fell off Jess as the other sat up abruptly. "Ouch." He rubbed his head as he rolled on his back beside the other. "That hurt." He muttered, knowing he probably hurt the other first though as he remembered what set that all off. "And sorry for the bite."

Finally managing to get hold of the bottle and stopping more from spilling into the bed, Jess turned to Ville with an apologetic smile. "Don't be sorry; it felt good... just a little... bad timing?" He shrugged and offered Ville the bottle. "How's the head? Something for the pain?"

"Yeah, bad timing, I guess that was it." Ville laughed and gladly took the offered bottle, having a large gulp, shaking his head a bit at the taste. "I think I'll survive." He said with a nod.

"Good, I'm glad to hear that; wouldn't like to have your death on my conscience." Jess grinned.

"I am not dying that easily." Ville laughed and had another sip of the vodka, then looked over at Jess. "What about you? Everything’s still working?"

He rubbed his forehead where it had collided with Ville's and grimaced a little. "Yeah, just a little sore. However..." He looked down on his crotch. "I think someone got a shock." He nodded down and laughed a little.

Ville looked where Jess was looking. "Maybe we can get it to work again." He chuckled and placed his hand on the others belly, hoping that something like this wouldn’t happen again.

Lying back down on the bed, propping a pillow behind his head, Jess raised his eyebrows with a smirk. "You are very welcome to give it a shot; I'm not gonna stop you." He grinned and took the bottle from Ville's hand again. "And gimme that one, you don't need it right now." He said and put the bottle to his lips.

"What makes you think I don't need it anymore?" Ville asked with a raised eyebrow. "I have still a hand free when I have the bottle in one hand." He chuckled and stroked Jess' lower stomach a bit, nipping on his neck.

"I didn’t say you didn't need it anymore, I said you don't need it right now - you can have it back when you've shown me what you can do with two hands free." Jess replied and wiped a stray drop of vodka from his chin, spreading his legs a little more. He kept the bottle in his hand but made sure he had a good grip so it wouldn't spill again.

Ville shook his head a bit and licked up Jess' neck to kiss him again, while one of his hands slipped into the other’s boxers and his fingers slightly ran along his cock, not really touching, just teasing him a bit.

Finally feeling Ville touch his cock, Jess sucked in a sharp breath and tensed up. He reached up and tangled his finger in Ville's curls and pressed his mouth down on his own, almost making their teeth clash.

Ville groaned into the kiss and pushed his teeth into Jess' mouth, liking the rougher kiss and enjoying that they got back on track after what happened just a few moments ago. His fingers wrapped around Jess cock and stroked him once.

"Don't... fucking... tease...!" Jess moaned into the kiss and bucked his hips to encourage Ville to keep going. However much he wanted to keep his hold on the vodka, he soon realized that the bottle had to go and he carefully reached over and fumbled to get it back on the nightstand without having to break off the kiss. When he got another hand free, he reached down and started working on getting the other’s pants off as well, wanting to feel more skin.

Growling Ville nipped on the other’s bottom lip and tugged a bit on it. His hand moved a bit up and down Jess' cock again and gave him a squeeze, trying not to do it too hard and hurt the other again, but he wasn't quite sure if it worked, not really being able to keep himself under control. As he felt Jess hands on his pants he moved a bit to make it easier.

Jess removed his hand from Ville's hair and brought it down to help get his pants off; panting harder both from kissing and from how good it felt when Ville stroked him liked that. "Harder..." he pleaded when a buzzing sound suddenly penetrated the air. “Argh....!" Jess groaned in frustration. "Go away, fuckers..." He muttered and looked over towards the door opening as if that would somehow help.

"Let's just ignore it." Ville said and did what Jess was asking for, stroking him harder and a bit faster. He licked down Jess neck, hoping that whoever it was would really go away, it was in the middle of the night already. The buzzing stopped, but then he could hear loud banging on the door.

Jess tried to will his brain to shut out the incessant noises from the door and just focus on what Ville was doing - which he did pretty damn good - but when the banging started he had a feeling it would be a lost battle. The only ones he could possibly imagine would come by this time of night were his band mates or his brother, and his little brother wouldn't be nearly as loud as this. Sitting up again, he pulled Ville in for a quick, deep kiss before starting to move off the bed. "Believe me, they are not giving up..." he growled.

Ville groaned and let go of Jess, moving to the side of him to let him go. "So you... need to talk to whoever it is?" He asked and sighed heavily. "So we just... stop now or what?" He didn't really like that at all, but he couldn't change it, so he reached for the bottle of vodka again.

"We hit the pause button, I go yell and chase them away, and you - you stay right where you are." Jess winked and scooted off the bed, looking around on the floor for a shirt. "Argh for fuck's sake... Ape, why the hell do you have to move all my stuff...?" He mumbled to himself as he was looking around. “Ville, a shirt? You know where it ended up?" He asked crawling back onto the bed, trying to ignore the constant buzzing and knocking; he didn't even want to think about how pissed off his neighbors were gonna be.

Ville looked around the bed and threw the first shirt he found at Jess, without really noticing that it was his own. "I'll wait here for you, not going anywhere, maybe just having some fun time alone if you should take too long." He laughed a bit and took another sip of the vodka, noticing that the bottle was almost empty.

Grabbing the shirt, Jess struggled a bit to get it on and couldn’t help but laugh when he realized it was Ville's; that explained why it was a tight squeeze. Leaning in for one more kiss, he grabbed the bottle, turned his face and had another sip, shoved it back in Ville's hand and jumped off the bed again. "Just don't have TOO much fun without me." He grinned and headed for the door.

"Way better than the loose shirt you wore earlier." Ville laughed as he saw Jess in his shirt. "I am trying to wait for you." He said and shifted to get more comfortable on the bed. Getting the bottle back on the nightstand he put one hand on his lower stomach and the other was going under his head to lay on it.

Jess left the bedroom but just had to poke his head back in. "And don't fall asleep on me!" He joked before finally leaving and going out to open the door. "God dammit people, stop that fucking NOISE!" He yelled as he got closer to the door. He quickly unlocked it and yanked it open, causing Deron to come tumbling into the hallway, followed by Chad.

Ville rolled his eyes and threw a pillow in the general direction of the door. "If you'll be back in time I won't be asleep." He laughed and closed his eyes as Jess was out of sight, scratching at his stomach where his hand lay and wondered how long it would take for Jess to come back and if they just could go back to do what they were doing before or if it just wasn't meant for them to work out.

Jess gave his very drunk band mates a stern look; he was so not in the mood for their drunken antics when he had a man waiting in his bedroom. The bottle incident had been enough disturbances for one night; he definitely didn't need this now. He just leaned his side against the open door, waiting for the two men to stop giggling and realize they weren't wanted.

Ville noticed that he slowly drifted off to sleep and jerked a bit, trying to stay awake. Being busy with Jess had kept him awake, but now being alone in bed with nothing really to do he realized how tired he was and how late it already must be.

Out in the hallway Jess was trying to convince Deron and Chad that they had better leave NOW but it took quite an effort before they got the message and realized that he meant business and that they weren't gonna be introduced to the "man-hunk" as Deron referred to Ville. After several minutes Jess finally managed to get them to leave after having promised that they could meet Ville some other day and that if they didn't leave this instant, they would be very sorry.

Ville turned on his side and stretched a bit, still trying to not drift off to sleep, he knew that Jess must be back soon; after all it was his place so he needed to be back. He yawned and decided to pull the blanket a bit over him, feeling a bit cold now that he wasn't doing anything.

Closing and locking the door behind him, Jess sighed and ran a hand thru his hair. About fucking time they left. He turned and walked back to the bedroom but stopped in the door when he saw Ville huddled up on the bed, under the blanket. "Ville?" He enquired softly.

Ville made a soft sound to say that he was still awake, but he wasn't really and if someone would ask him about it the next day he'd deny that it all happened. "Still awake." He muttered and shifted a bit, trying to look to where Jess' voice came from.

Jess padded over the floor to the bed, pulling off the shirt in the process, and crawled back on the bed. He lifted the blanket and slipped in behind Ville, wrapping an arm over his waist and pulling him closer. Placing a kiss on his shoulder, Jess chuckled "Barely, I'd say." Spotting the vodka bottle in Ville's hand, he reached over and took it, turning over his shoulder and placing what was left safely on the nightstand.

Ville rested a hand on the one Jess had on his waist and made a soft purr like sound. "I am sure I could wake up again..." He said, but was slipping in and out of sleep, being just too tired and drunk, and the alcohol finally really kicking in and making him all lazy.

"Mmmm.... maybe..." Jess mumbled and grabbed another pillow and got himself more comfortable, pulling the blanket up a little higher over their bodies. "Or maybe just sleep...“ He felt the effects of the gig and all the alcohol they had consumed in the hours since then and his body was suddenly feeling very heavy when he was relaxing on the bed.

Ville made an agreeing sound and turned around to cuddle closer to the other, liking to have someone in bed to sleep with during the night, not thinking about it sexually, just to not be alone. One hand went to Jess' waist and the other under his own head to be really comfortable.

"Night..." Jess mumbled into Ville's shoulder and gave it one small kiss, then relaxed into his pillow, shifting around to get more comfortable. The two months since him and Deron had slept together last had already made him used to having no one else in the bed but he let out a content sigh when he thought about how nice it felt to be close to someone again.

Ville nodded a bit and whispered a soft "Sleep tight" before he fell back asleep again. He didn't really dream of anything, the huge amounts of alcohol kinda blocked out every dream he might have had and so he just slept peacefully without moving much the night.

When Jess woke up, he stirred a little and tried to move but realized his one arm was stuck. Growling he turned his head and saw the body lying next to him. What the...? He shook his head to try and clear away the hangover already pounding at his temples and slowly the events of last night came back to him. Ville from Finland, teacher, take him home, make out, Deron and Chad... sleep... oh yeah, that's how it was. He shifted around with a little trouble until he could pull his arm out from under Ville.

Ville groaned and turned around on his other side as he felt someone beside him move, not caring about it for a moment until he realized that he normally didn't have someone else beside him in bed. "Good morning." He muttered, still way too sleepy and feeling too hung-over to really think about the guy that was in his bed... no wait, he wasn't even in his bed.

"Erh... good morning." Jess managed to croak out when he finally created enough spit to be able to move his jaws and actually open his mouth. He smacked his lips together and tried to swallow away the dryness in his throat - god how he hated being hung-over. "You eh... you slept well? Can I just - yeah, sorry, ouch... sorry... okay." Jess mumbled as he carefully pulled his leg free from Ville's where they had practically been glued together.

"Uhm, yeah... I just have that bad hangover." Ville groaned and rolled on his back, stretching his arms out over his head and yawning. "Does it sound really bad if I tell you now that I kinda don't remember much anymore from last night?" He asked, wanting to know how much the other still remembered. He just knew they did start something, but not how it really ended.

Ville's question made Jess laugh but it soon turned into a cough and he fumbled around for his pants, hurriedly locating his smokes in the pocket and lighting two, handing one to Ville, thinking he might need one too. After a few deep puffs he turned his head and grinned at the man next to him. "Damn. I was hoping maybe you could tell me exactly what happened."

Ville nodded as he took the cigarette, taking a few drags and sighing softly. "So you don't really have a clue either?" he asked and moved to sit up a bit and rest his back against the headboard of the bed. "Did we... like have sex?" He asked, but then he noticed that he still wore his boxers and usually he wouldn't put them back on after sex, would he?

"I don't think we did..." Jess said and peeked under the blanket. "At least I'm still wearing my boxers. I remember meeting up at the bar, coming here, making out and drinking more than we probably should have, and then Deron and Chad came and knocked on the door - you remember that?" He asked and squinted his eyes to keep the smoke out.

Ville nodded a bit as he still tried to remember all of the night. "Damn alcohol, I should really start to cut it down." He had another long drag of his cigarette. "I remember that someone knocked on the door, but not who it was, you never told me that... and to be honest... I don't remember much else after that only that you put on my shirt."

"Yeah, it was Chad and Deron, from the band, trying to be their funny selves." Jess snorted and took another drag. "What? Put on your shirt? What do you mean?" A look down on his chest confirmed his thought that he wasn't wearing a shirt now.

"When your band members almost kicked in the door... you went out to them in my shirt." Ville chuckled but regretted it, feeling a headache building up.

"Did I? Oh well thank you then." Jess said with a polite nod and lifted a hand to wave away the smoke that kept trying to get into his eyes He laid his wrist on his forehead to rest his arm but quickly yanked it away when it hurt. "What the fuck?!" He cursed and gently rubbed his forehead with his fingers; it felt like he had a bump.

"Either give me some more to drink or painkillers." Ville said and looked over at the other. "What the fuck, what?" He asked as he heard the other cursing.

Jess rubbed his forehead. "I think I've got a bump, right here?" He pointed to the spot where it hurt the most and turned so Ville could see.

Ville looked at Jess' forehead and nodded, gently letting his fingers run over the spot. "Yeah, looks like a bump to me." He said as he leaned even a bit closer. "Poor Jessy. How did you get that?"

"Fuck if I know." Jess mumbled and grimaced a little; he didn't even want to think about it. "Anyway, you mentioned drinks or painkillers, yeah? Well - " He said, nodding to the nightstand, "drinks are there, or the sad leftovers more like it, and if you can wait a couple of minutes I'm gonna try and make it to the bathroom and get some Aspirin." He threw off the blanket and swung his legs over the side of the bed before a sudden head rush stopped him. "Oh man..." he groaned in agony.

"Aspirin is probably the better pick, but a drink wouldn't hurt." Ville said as he tried to think about which to take. "What's up now?" he asked and looked over at Jess, running a hand through his own hair and groaning a little, trying to get the knots from sleeping out of it and he suddenly didn't really want to know how he'd look like in the face and around his eyes which were lined with eyeliner the night before.

"Just moved too quickly, no worries," Jess explained as he slowly got up. "Aspirin coming up, I'll bring some water too unless you'd rather take 'em with lukewarm vodka?" He smiled over his shoulder and went out to the bathroom. Looking in the mirror proved his suspicion right; that he looked rather horrible and definitely hung-over. He found the bottle of painkillers in the cupboard went out to the kitchen and got a bottle of water and quickly downed a couple of pills before walking back to the bedroom. "Here you go." He said and handed Ville the pills and water. He didn't exactly look in top shape either.

Ville still tried to remember the whole night as Jess went out of the room, not caring for his looks right at the moment. "Thanks." He said as he took the painkillers and downed them with a few sips of water. "You don't have coffee around, do you? I know that some caffeine would almost make me feel alive again." He laughed, moving his legs to the side of the bed to get up, needing to use the bathroom soon.

"If I've got coffee?!" Jess asked in feigned shock. "Dude, I wouldn't be functioning without it!" He grinned down at Ville who really did look like he could use some. "I'm gonna go get the machine going and then grab a quick shower, kay?" He asked while rummaging around the room to find his clothes from last night.

"That sounds great." Ville nodded with a soft smile. "A shower sounds great too, but I let you go first, it's your place after all." Usually he would have suggested taking one together, but somehow he knew it wouldn't end that well, Jess and he did not really connect that well when it came to things like that, if last night was any indication.

"You wanna use the toilet while I make coffee? It's right out there." Jess nodded with his head out the door as he finally located his smokes and lit one with a relieved sigh. He threw the pack at Ville. "Maybe you want another one of these too, eh?" He asked with a grin, having a clear feeling the other needed one just as bad as he did himself.

Ville nodded with a smile and took the cigarette. "Thanks and yeah, going to the bathroom would be good." He lit the cigarette and had a long drag of it. "Uhm, yeah, I'll be right back then and you just don't forget about the coffee. If nothing did really work last night, maybe today." He laughed and got up, on his way to the bathroom.

Jess looked at Ville when he left the room and chuckled as he himself went to the kitchen to get the coffee brewing. He thought about what had happened last night, or the parts he remembered, when he measured the coffee beans. They had had a good time that was for sure but this morning? There hadn't been any awkward moments but the attraction he had felt last night seemed to have sort of faded. He turned on the coffee machine and waited for Ville to finish in the bathroom so he could finally get last night's sweat washed off.

Ville took a piss and then washed his hands and splashed some water in his face, wanting to feel at least a bit refreshed if he couldn't shower right now. He wiped off some of the smudged eyeliner around his eyes and smoothed out his hair a bit, no need to look too horrible, even if there wasn't that much need to be with the other anymore. He was still a really nice guy and he would like to get to know him better just not like he planned on getting to know him last night.

In the kitchen Jess started to look through the cupboards and his fridge for traces of anything that could pass as breakfast and he sent his mom a kind thought when he found a bag of breakfast rolls in the freezer. Humming softly, he turned on the oven and popped the frozen bread in, waiting impatiently for the coffee to get done.

Ville walked back out of the bathroom and listened to where the sounds were coming from. "Jess?" He called out for the other and made his way over to the sounds.

"Here!" Jess called out from the kitchen.

"Here you are. Now just a few sips of caffeine and I will look almost human again." Ville laughed and leaned against one of the kitchen counters, watching the other.

When Ville walked into the kitchen, Jess took his eyes off the coffee machine and turned his head to look at Ville. "Hey, good you're here. Now you can take over the staring at the machine in a sad attempt to speed it up." He grinned as he walked past Ville. "I'll hit the shower; just pretend you're at home." He called from the hallway before slipping into the bathroom again.

Ville laughed and nodded. "I will do that and you get clean and come back." He said and looked from Jess to the coffee machine and then decided to probably get into some more clothes, only wearing his boxers was maybe not really enough. So as Jess was taking his shower he went back to his room and got in his clothes again. He was glad that the coffee was done as he walked back into the kitchen; he poured himself a cup and hopped up to sit on the counter, sipping on the coffee and waiting.

When he finished the shower, Jess felt a lot more alive than he had a few minutes before. Standing in front of the mirror he considered shaving but decided against it, since he didn't want to keep Ville waiting longer than necessary. He slung a towel around his waist and found a fresh towel for Ville, hanging it next to the shower. He popped his head into the kitchen. "Ville, bathroom is yours, there's a towel for you out there. Ooh!" He exclaimed when he saw the coffee was done and he quickly poured himself a cup too.

"Just a minute, I'm having coffee right now." Ville laughed and looked over at Jess. "You look good now, all clean and refreshed." He chuckled and had another sip of his coffee before setting the cup down on the counter. "I am going to take a shower and then... I wanna talk to you about last night, or the parts we still remember."

Jess ran a hand through his wet hair and gave a small appreciative nod as he took a sip of the hot coffee. "Thanks." He smiled shortly before giving Ville a quizzical look. "Should I be worried? You sound awfully serious...?" He felt a little uneasy, since he didn't know Ville any better than he did, he also didn't know what his words meant exactly.

"Don't worry too much, it's nothing serious." Ville said and gave Jess a soft smile, not wanting the other to worry too much. "Just... better forget about the night, eh?" He laughed and went off to the bathroom, wanting to let the other think about it for himself now for a bit. In the bathroom he took off his clothes and got into the shower, trying to not take too long.

Jess went back to the bedroom and put on some clean clothes and then back to the kitchen to check on the bread in the oven. He was moving around on a routine, thinking about Ville's words. He had felt very attracted to the man last night and he was very sure the feeling had been mutual, and yet... there was a reason they hadn't had sex so maybe the sexual attraction wasn't that strong after all. Perhaps forgetting the night wasn't such a bad idea.

Ville got back in his clothes and dried his hair as well as possible and then moved back to the kitchen, wanting another cup of coffee and talking about the night. "Now I feel more alive again... and almost ready to start the day.” He smiled and reached for his cup of coffee again

Jess shot Ville a grin when he came back into the kitchen. "Yeah, you look a little less rough now." He laughed as he cut the rolls.

"Oh no? Hmmm... maybe I would like to look more rough." Ville laughed and looked at the rolls.

"Bread? Mom's homemade, the best you'll get. Or are you a strict "only coffee in the morning"-man?" Jess asked as he reached for the jam and slapped some on a roll before turning around to look at Ville, chewing on his roll.

"I usually only go for coffee, but it is already late enough to have lunch." Ville reached for one and put some jam on it, taking a bit of it.

"Sure, help yourself." Jess mumbled thru a mouthful of roll as he moved to give Ville space.

"You're a really great guy, Jess..." Ville started, knowing they needed to talk about the last night. "I like you, but probably not as much as I thought I'd like you last night. Don't get me wrong though."

When Ville went on talking Jess raised an eyebrow and tried to hide a smirk behind his coffee mug. "So what, are you gonna give me the "it's not you, it's me" speech?" He asked and tried to keep his voice serious.

"It's not you and not me... it's both of us." Ville laughed and took another bite of the roll. "The night kinda told us that. We did not really get far, right?" He then sat on the counter again and sipped on his coffee. "It kinda just didn't work out and I don't really know why it didn't."

Jess shrugged and finished his roll. "You're right, though I really don't know what went wrong... apart from the alcohol, that is." He chuckled and reached for another roll. "And my drunk band mates," he added with a grin.

"I would get so pissed if my friends would keep me from getting any." Ville playfully poked Jess and finished his roll.

"Yeah, I need to have a serious talk with them next time I see them." Jess grinned before starting on the second roll.

"Now I'll never find out how good you are in bed." Ville winked.

"No, it's such a shame, isn't it?" Jess smirked. "At least you don't know what you're missing.”

"Yeah, true, maybe there will be a next time." Ville joked, not really thinking about it at the moment though.

Jess grinned, then asked: “Anyway, Ville, you got a cell phone?"

"Sure, I have a cell phone, but don't ask me for my number, I can't remember it yet." Ville laughed.

"I'm not gonna ask for your number, just go find the phone, will ya?"

"Uhm... it should be in one of my pockets." Ville said and patted his jeans. "Do you remember where I left my jacket? It should be in there."

“Your coat? Uhm... in the hallway maybe? I think that's as far as we got before we... you know." He winked and went the couple of steps into the hallway. "Bingo! One coat, not mine." He said and handed Ville his coat.

"Yeah, that would be mine." He patted his coat until he found his cell phone. "So here we have it."

Taking the phone from Ville's hand, Jess quickly flipped through the menu and added his own name in the contacts list and handed back the phone. "There you go, now you've got my number." He smiled and continued "You're a cool guy, I liked hanging out with you so if you ever feel like going out for a beer or something, don't hesitate to call, kay? Besides, I can also introduce you to some of my friends, you know, so you can get to know some more people here if you want to?"

"That sounds great and I will definitely take you up on that one." Ville nodded and put the phone back, glad that he did get along so well with the other even after the night, "Besides having your friends annoying you in the middle of the night you guys seem to be people I like to hang around with." He winked and emptied his cup of coffee.

"Yeah, we're great people," Jess grinned and gave Ville a nudge. "Just in case you get tired of hanging out with 60-year-old Mrs. Thompson in the teachers' room." He jumped up on the kitchen counter and took another sip of his coffee.

"What makes you think that I am not into 60 year old women?" Ville looked at Jess with a challenging smirk on his lips.

Jess threw back his head in laughter. "You've got a wide repertoire, huh? From young school boys to middle aged women." He joked, not having forgotten Ville's comment from the night before about his clothing.

"I don't wanna limit myself down to just a few people." Ville winked and then laughed, shaking his head. "Nah, I am not that much into women and I prefer the guys being around my age to be honest." He drank some more coffee and arched his back a bit.

Jess nodded towards the coffee machine. "Help yourself if you want more." He offered.
"I’ll take another coffee and a cigarette, don't know where mine are though." Ville said as he poured himself another cup of coffee.

"Hah, is that your way of bumming a smoke?" Jess asked and spread his legs, pulling out the drawer underneath him where he kept his extra cigarettes and grabbed a pack.

"I am sure my pack is lying around somewhere at your place here, so getting some of your cigarettes isn't that big of a loss for you."

Jess dug out a smoke for himself and then threw the pack to Ville, followed by the lighter. "So, you're into both men and women then? Not completely gay?" He enquired, deciding that if they were gonna be friends he might as well start getting to know the man.

"Thanks." Ville got a smoke himself and lit it. "Not completely gay, that sounds so weird," he laughed. "But you are right, I am not completely gay. I prefer men over women, but when the right woman crosses my way..." he shrugged a bit. "I’d probably go for her. What about you?" Ville asked curiously, looking at Jess for a moment and then around the kitchen a bit.

"I'd say fifty/fifty." Jess shrugged and tapped the ashes off his smoke into an old can that had long since been converted into an ashtray. "My latest relationships have been with women but I'm not saying no if a hot guy comes my way." He laughed and winked at Ville. "Besides, I've got a kind of on/off thing going with a friend, just a casual thing."

"And that on/off thing with that friend... it wasn't one of the ones that were here last night was it?" Ville asked, having the feeling that maybe that guy wouldn't like him. As he thought about that he had another sip of his coffee and a drag of his cigarette.

Jess looked into his mug and chuckled a little before looking up at Ville and answering his question. "Yeah... yeah it was. You remember the guy in the bar? The one on the other side of the bar that you asked me about? That's him, Deron.”

"He won't like me any less now, right? Not that he thinks I am trying to steal you away from him, which worked perfectly by the way." Ville laughed. "Maybe he did come over on purpose, not wanting you to be with someone besides... uhm, I’ll stop talking now, I don't even really know him and already talking bad about him. I am sorry." Ville said and gave Jess a small smile, stubbing out his cigarette.

"No no no, he's alright, don't worry about that." Jess assured, waving his hand in the air dismissively. "Like I said, it's just a casual thing, we only fool around when we're both single and he's got a girlfriend right now so he couldn't care less who I fuck - or don't fuck." He added with a laugh.
"Okay, good, just wanted to be sure." Ville said and nodded, shifting a bit. "I left all my on/off things back home, I need to get new one." Ville winked, not being too serious about it.

“Don't worry, I'm sure you'll have plenty of opportunities for finding a new on/off thing, even here in Westchester."

"I just need to keep my eyes open and find the perfect new person."

"Go out with us next weekend, and then I'll try and introduce you to some potential perfect new persons, how 'bout that?" Jess offered.

"Next weekend? Sounds great, you know some interesting people? Someone I might like?" He winked. "Someone as good as you who doesn't get all distracted when he's having someone over?"

"Oh I know lots of interesting people, don't worry." Jess grinned and looked at Ville, squinting his eyes as if thinking about something. "Though I'm not sure exactly what you'd go for? Apart from handsome men such as myself, naturally." He laughed and folded one leg under him on the kitchen counter.

Ville laughed loud and shook his head. "You have any hot other family members?" He smirked, crossing his arms over his chest. "Maybe there will be one I like." He winked and leaned back against on of the counters again. "And one I can spend more quality time with."

Unable to stop the laughter erupting at hearing Ville's question, it took Jess a few moments before he could answer. "Uhm yeah, I have a brother, a younger brother. Don't even know how old he is - 17? 18? Something like that." He chuckled. "He's a total brat though, trouble maker with a big T. Rather immature... But hey, if you're going for the young school boys, you might like him!" Jess joked and shook his head at the mere thought of the two together. "He's not going out with us normally though, too young."

"Hmmm... maybe rather not then. I like to have some quiet time every now and then." Ville chuckled and shook his head a bit, not really planning on getting an underage guy. "But I was curious... if there was a chance that you had an older brother." He shrugged a bit and reached for the other’s pack of cigarettes again to light one.

"With my little bro around there isn't much quiet time, that's for sure." Jess chuckled at the memory of pretty much every family dinner, party and holiday they had ever had. Watching Ville take another smoke, he waited until it was lit and then snatched it from his hands with a grin. "Thank you, how nice of you." He took a puff and blew out the smoke. "And nah, I'm the oldest one and it's just me and my brother so you'll have to settle for someone from outside the Margera family."

Ville pouted at Jess. "Now someone is stealing my cigarettes." He tried to keep a serious face, but he knew that Jess was only taking what was his so he reached for another one and lit it. "Yeah, then I should really go for someone else or I will stop having sex and all those devilish things." He laughed, knowing he could never really do that, he enjoyed having sex and someone special close too much.

Jess made a fake gasp "Stop having sex? That would be a shame! Just cos I didn't get to make full use of you, doesn't mean other people shouldn't have the privilege." He winked and took a drag of the smoke, letting the smoke swirl around in his mouth. "Besides," he added with a smirk, "I honestly doubt you'd be cut out for celibacy."

"Now you're making me sound like I am a hooker." Ville poked Jess and laughed, having another drag of his cigarette. "I won't stop having sex and I can assure you that you're missing out on something really good." He winked.

"A hooker?" Jess grinned and poked him back. "Well now that you mention it, didn't I pay for my kisses with vodka, eh? Nah, just kidding." He quickly added; even if they got along really well, Jess still reminded himself that he didn't really know Ville and he couldn't be sure how he would take such a comment now that they were out of the bedroom.

Ville took a long drag of his cigarette. "Yeah, I should have told you the truth yesterday, but I thought you'd rather go home with a math teacher instead of a hooker." He just had to go with the joke, feeling comfortable enough around Jess.

Hearing Ville's reply made Jess even more comfortable; they clearly shared the same kind of humor and he had no doubt the rest of his friends were gonna like Ville too. "So I'm missing out, huh?" He asked with a sideways glance and a smirk. "Then I'll really have to yell at Deron and Chad next time I see them.”

"Yeah and when you introduce us, I will yell at them as well, because now I don't know how good you are."

Waving the smoke away from his eyes, Jess grinned. "Yeah, I could have welcomed you to Westchester in a better way than any tour operator's welcome committee, what a miss!"

Ville refilled his cup again with coffee and sipped on it. "Yeah, but it was already great as well, even though we did not get that far." Ville chuckled and pushed some hair out of his face. "I don't really want to leave you, but I should get home soon. Already had breakfast or lunch or whatever you want to call it."

"Yeah, it was good as long as it lasted." Jess nodded and crushed the cigarette in the makeshift ashtray, glancing at the clock on the wall. "Oh yeah, it's almost noon already." He stated in surprise. "I should probably also get to the club and pack up the drums then - I'm still waiting for the day we get a roadie to do the dirty work for us."

"Yeah, better get your drums before someone else takes them." Ville nodded and emptied his cup, taking another drag of his cigarette and then stubbing it out. "Can't you already afford one? You sound good enough to have enough money for a roadie or more." He chuckled and stretched a bit.

Jess shrugged and drank another sip of coffee. "Well, yes and no, really. When we go touring outside of Pennsylvania, we normally hire a roadie, yeah. But when we're doing in-state jobs we take care of it ourselves for now, saving the money for new equipment and studio hire and stuff like that. It's getting better though, people are starting to notice us so maybe soon I won't have to spend a hung-over day shifting instruments around."

Ville nodded as he listened to Jess. "If you need an alibi to get away from the instrument shifting... then just tell your friends you couldn't come because you were busy with someone. You can even blame them for distracting us last night." He suggested with a soft chuckle.

Jess' face lit up at the idea and he chuckled "I like that idea! I'm gonna have to do that if they ever decide to barge in again like that; that'll teach 'em! I think I'm okay now though," he held up his coffee, "this black gold has managed to kick some life back into me again.”

"Next time then." Ville winked, “Make them regret if they are messing with your dates." He laughed and reached for his coat.

"Or else I'll get Deron back when he becomes single again." Jess grinned a wicked grin, ideas already forming in his head before he snapped back to reality. "How 'bout you, you feeling a little more alive now?" He asked, still remembering very clearly how Ville had also not exactly been at his best when they woke up.

"I feel pretty good at the moment. Could have been way better, but I am far from feeling worse. You helped me a lot with the coffee, but now I should really get going."

"Sure thing, thanks for the company so far. And you know, just give me a call and we'll arrange something next weekend, kay?"

Ville nodded. "Yeah, I will definitely give you a call. It was really great to meet you and to know a great person around here finally." He gave Jess a short hug and a kiss on the cheek. "Don't work too much today."

"Feeling's mutual man, nice to get to know someone cool from someplace else," Jess said, returning the hug briefly. He put his cup on the kitchen counter and walked Ville to the door. "So, you know how to get home from here?" He grinned, not sure how well the other actually knew the city yet. "Can't have you wandering the streets, all lost." He added with a smile.

"I should get home, even though..." Ville raised a brow and pretended to be thinking. "How did we get here last night?" He shook his head a bit. "I can find my way home and if I should get lost I know which number to call."

"Out the door, to the left, two blocks down and you'll find the bar on your right hand - think you can find your way home from there?" Jess explained teasingly. "Otherwise I'll be your "call-a-friend" emergency number."

Ville hit Jess' shoulder playfully and rolled his eyes. "I wasn't that drunk. I will find that." He smiled at Jess. "See you next weekend, Jess." He nodded at Jess and waved a bit as he made his way over to the door.

"Yeah, see you then, have a good week at work until then." He grinned and gave a small wave as Ville left the flat.